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‘‘because tonight will be the night that i fall for you’’
Prologue
the girl next door


http://infinity--onhigh.blogspot.com
I could go back to every laugh, But I don't wanna go there anymore, And I know all the steps up to your door, But I don't wanna go there anymore.
I’ll leave my window open, Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name. Just know I’m right here hoping, That you’ll come in with the rain.

Jayne, 13, FMS(S) 1E 2009



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Wishlist
wish upon a shooting star

Movies
Watch Twilight
Watch Transformers 2
Watch Hannah Montana The Movie
Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
Watch My Sister's Keeper
▪ Watch 2012
▪ Watch New Moon
▪ Watch Dear John
▪ Watch The Last Song
▪ Watch Valentine's Day
▪ Watch Eclipse
▪ Watch Ramona and Beezus

Birthdays
the 13th birthday
▪ the 14th birthday

Grades
Good grades (Term 1)
Good grades (Term 2)
Good grades (Term 3)
Good grades (Term 4)
▪ Pass Grade 5 Theory

Material Goods
iPhone
Apple iPod Nano
▪ CDs
▪ New pencilcase
▪ New wallet
▪ New clothes
▪ FBTs
▪ New watch
▪ New School shoes (Converse)
▪ MacBook


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Linda
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YT Presentation
Monday, August 31, 2009

SUNDAY
Had the YT presentation today. It was an utter failure, in my opinion. Some people forgot their lyrics and we sounded quite soft. Anyway, at least we all got a free T-shirt (which makes us look like we're from a cleaning company). My parents abandoned me at church so I sat in the library. When I was there, I heard this girl talking about another girl called Jane in church. And when someone mentioned that there was another Jayne (me) in YT, she said super loudly, "I don't care about that Jayne." I wonder why I felt so hurt at that moment. Am I having mood swings? I hope not. Anyway, my parents came back for me and brought the family to eat at Food Haven. Had katsu don which was super nice, especially on a rainy day and when you're starving. My dad drove my mum and I to JP after lunch. Did quite a lot of shopping there. I bought Marie Digby's latest album (Breathing Underwater), two Puffin Classics books, and an 'O' Level physics guidebook. After buying my stuff, I followed my mum around to her shops. Outside G2000, we spotted a Frey swedish chocolate sale. The chocolate was super cheap. So we bought 3 bars of dark chocolate and 2 bars of Panna Cotta chocolate. Yum! Got to try many other types of chocolates at the sampling booth as well. Free chocolate+sugar rush=Happy Jayne! Went home at around 5.30. By the way, my grandparents are in town. Hating it like mad.

TODAY
Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers!
Celebrations were quite interesting this year. Student Council did a great job. There was a mad rush to give the teachers presents after the celebration and I felt darn paiseh that I hadn't a present to give my teachers. I only gave Ms Cai and Ms Ng cards which were super ugly. Seeing everybody with large bags of presents only made things worse. Sigh.
Met up with 6A again at the primary school today. It was nice to see everyone again but it was awkward. It was so awkward that in the end, I just followed Piao Lin, Piao Min, Prisca, Luisa, Qing Li, Marcus, Benedict and a few others to Fusion. Drank a caramel frapp today. Its much nicer than the cream-based ones, because this one was a coffee-based frapp. Definitely a must-try. Had lunch (dumpling noodles) at the food court downstairs. $3.50 is a little expensive for dumpling noodles, but I was in such a bad mood I couldn't care less. Was having fun with Piao Min's purple balloon. We were bouncing it back and forth, calling it Piao Lin. So, beware of what coffee can do to you. We went back to the primary school after Fusion. But we still couldn't go in yet so we waited for some time.
Saw Phoebe, Amanda, Sophie and everyone else today. But I didn't manage to talk much to them, except for Rachel and Yi Jie. They just don't talk to you anymore, no matter how much you try to strike up a conversation with them. Talking about the gathering makes me even more depressed, so I shan't say anything more.
I took 74 to SP to meet my mum at 2pm. Borrowed loads of Cecelia Ahern and Nicholas Sparks books from the library there. Managed to find The Phantom of the Opera and a learn-it-yourself Japanese book.

Overall, this week has been rather depressing. With so many disappointments and heartbreaks, I think I'm going mad. So many things have been happening. First, it was that girl in church. Then, it was the 6A gathering. Coupled with the fact that my parents have been arguing and my grandparents are here, it makes a pretty sad life. Nevermind, I won't bore you with emo-ing so I had better stop blogging now.

I guess things have changed.


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Migraine
Thursday, August 27, 2009

Had another migraine during English and LS today. But at least I managed to escape doing my planned speech so that's a bonus! But it throbbed really badly. Seriously hate migraines. Sleeping earlier doesn't help much because I'll just feel more tired in the morning.

Today was another reminder of how much thursday's timetable sucks. There were 5 science periods and they were boring. The Youtube video Mr Firhad wanted us to watch wouldn't load so I ended up staring out the window at the rain. Doing worksheets on active transport doesn't help either. And Feng An was going on and on about me being "zou huo ru mo" and all that.

HCL and math was super fun today because Prisca and I were making up stupid jokes and annoying poor Julian. We exchanged nametags and we were laughing about it the whole 3 periods. In math, Prisca took Feng An's nametag, Feng An took Prisca's, Brandon took mine, and I took Brandon's. It was fun until Ms Ng noticed Prisca's nametag and told us to switch back. Then, during the group activity, I was super high and singing crazy songs. Sorry Rachel, Claudia and Brandon for irritating all of you today. But I know you love my songs, don't need to hide that fact!

Going to Fusionopolis tomorrow with Prisca for Starbucks before choir. And this sunday, we're going to watch Bandslam! The newspaper review was surprisingly good. Can't wait! I also really want to watch G.I. Joe but I'm afraid there won't be any suitable timings ): So I guess my dad will just buy the DVD. Also, I'm lusting after Myuk's Roy Lichtenstein pencil case from The Wallet Shop! Its so quirky and cool! Let's see...ahhh...teacher's day gifts! I haven't anything to give my teachers. Should I buy something? Or make something? Argh! My mum won't allow me to buy stuff for my teachers, that's for sure. Nevermind, I believe my crazily imaginative mind will think of something (:

P.s. To Luisa: Get well soon and come back to school! HCL's just not the same without you!

Got to go study (once more) now...


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Wednesday, August 26, 2009







D&T is seriously getting on my nerves. Postmodernism, pop art, bauhaus, art & craft...its just plain annoying. But I love pop art and postmodernism. Especially this:

Isn't it cool? Its from the pop art movement (:

Had a frustrating NE quiz yesterday. I'm not a Singaporean and they ask such difficult questions, so I was in a total dilemma trying to answer the questions. And there were so many questions my hand ached after shading the OTAS.

PE rocked yesterday. Mr Lee made Se Kwon and Feng An team up together. Then Claire and Brandon teamed up. So it was China-Korea vs. England-Singapore. China-Korea won in the end. And nobody even needed to play tennis! And Mass Run today was fun because I was disturbing everyone, including Debbi, with my "I am the President of the bright and glorious future of America" nonsense. As well as my pink sheep, blue grass, orange dogs, purple lions, green clouds, black Se Kwons, white Alans, and yellow cows, as my ideal new world. xP

Had a headache during the free period before chinese, and during chinese. So, I slacked throughout chinese because the pain was throbbing. Thanks to all those who comforted me (: And thanks Prisca for putting my books back into my locker. Really appreciate it xD

Got to go study, do my homework and finish up Cecelia Ahern's A Place Called Here. Its an awesome book, I swear. Cecelia Ahern's just wonderful at writing!

P.s. Changed my blogskin at last! And I'm craving Starbucks frapps and McDonalds Cornetto Chocolate McFlurry!

Just another day like any other,
nothing in the sky said run for cover,
just another reason
never thought it would end this way



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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

SCREWED!


I totally screwed my science and history tests yesterday. Stupid ornamental plants. But at least I got the last question on osmosis and diffusion right (: And I wrote so much crap for SBQ in history. Math was rather okay today. At least it wasn't difficult. And thank goodness all the tests for this term are finally over! But there's still poetry slam for english.

Can't wait for EOYs to be over...and I'm so not prepared. Really must buck up in my studies. Otherwise, I won't be getting my 55% worth of EOYs. Life sucks towards the end of the year. Planning to mug super super super hard during the september holidays. And in september itself. Zeng lao shi was telling us about our HCL EOYs and they sound extremely stessful. A few papers a day isn't fun. Note to self: DO NOT GO ON THE COMPUTER SO OFTEN ANYMORE!

Choir yesterday was fun. Xiao Qing came back! And there was lots of goofing around. And we sang "When the saints go marching in" and "Joshua fit the battle of Jericho" again. I hate "when the saints go marching in". The notes are ridiculously high and impossible to reach. Only Angel can reach them. At least there wouldn't be any more choir practices until october so that's something to rejoice about. No choir=More time to study!

Teresa, Brandon, Se Kwon and I were having lots of fun during history lesson today. We were watching Se Kwon perform his super pro paper tearing thingy over and over again (its seriously cool!) and flicking paper balls at each other, especially at Alan. Brandon was also crapping a lot so everyone laughed loads. History lessons are made fun because of all this and the fact that Mr Loke shows us hilarious Youtube videos.

Anyway, I'm super addicted to Backstreet Boys, Ashley Tisdale and Jordin Sparks! Jordin Spark's latest album rocks! I'm totally in love with No Parade. Backstreet Boys are awesome as well.

Going to have to rush out my D&T homework tonight, which just sucks. I haven't been successful in trying to create my Nokia N97 on DrawPlus 4 and the LT just downloaded Google Sketchup onto my laptop today. So, if you're given a choice, NEVER EVER take D&T.

Got to go study now ):


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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Have to mug really hard this weekend. There are science, history and math tests next week.

Lately, I've begun to appreciate the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and Backstreet Boys more. They're great (:

Not anticipating next week and I have to go study now.


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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Missed out on Feng An's bubble tea treat yesterday but my dad brought home Starbucks (chocolate chip frappe!) so, I'm happy. Besides, Starbucks costs $6 whilst bubble tea costs $1.20 so I shan't complain. Zeng Lao Shi asked the class who hadn't drank bubble tea yet. I gave my share to Julian though. Ting li was fine, not too hard, not too easy. Luisa, Julian and I were cheating because we were peeking at each other's answers across the table, to double-check. Came up with new nonsense during HCL class as well with Prisca. Something to do with "I know I don't know, but how do I know, I don't know?" Translate that into Chinese and you'll get the joke. Its lame but it passes the time.

I'm feeling rather nervous for EOYs in one month's time. Its so near. And I'm so not prepared. Any studying tips?

Classrooms are being locked up in the mornings so can't get in...except for our class! Se Kwon keeps the key so when he comes, he will unlock the classroom so all of us can get in. Everytime I come to school, I have to step over bags and people along the corridor to get to class. Thank goodness 1E is privileged enough to own the key. There was a hair check during assembly today and quite a lot of people had to go to the barber to cut their hair. The school actually called the hairdressers in to cut people's hair. First time I've seen the school carry out something they've threatened to do.

Got to go do loads of homework and assessments now ):


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Wednesday, August 19, 2009





Escaped from playing tennis in PE yesterday. Before the tennis trials, I was sleeping. I only got to play when it was my turn. When Mr Lee left to conduct the trials for the other groups, I sat at the back of the court, sleeping. Hope to do that more often in future.

History test! I got 19/20. Just one mark away, all because of my MCQ. My SBQ got full marks! Can't believe it. But still, I feel a little disappointed.

My mum was nagging constantly at me the whole day yesterday, from the time I got back home till I slept. It was super frustrating and annoying but I controlled myself. Just didn't wish to get into an argument with her.

Mass Run today sucked. Running 2.4km and getting all sweaty and stinky isn't nice. Claire, Anais, Rachel and Teresa were cheering me on to go faster. So tiring.

Anyway, I've been thinking of transferring to RGS in sec 3. Provide me with a better and more advanced education. But I've grown to love Fairfield. Its such an awesome school. Any suggestions?

I'm craving Starbucks! Chocolate Chip Frappe! I want to go back to Fusion soon. Maybe this Friday or next Monday. Because I can't live without Starbucks and iced coffee. Its so invigorating and you feel more awake after that, with the exception of choir. Going for choir after Starbucks is not good. You feel lethargic and get an awful stomachache. I also feel like going to McDonalds@SP again.

Was scolded by Mdm Chong during ORCA today for pretending to cry and then laughing when she asked what was going on. But seriously, I couldn't control myself. Its not that I even wanted to laugh. I just...did. So, I had to write a reflection on what she taught today, which was rubbish. But I did finish it and put it into her pigeonhole. Chinese sucked as well because I only got 40.5/50 for yu wen ce yan. If I hadn't had that 5 marks minused away because I wrote ci yu instead of numbers, I would have been top. But unfortunately, life is unfair.

A broken heart, a dying dream


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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Yesterday was really hellish. First, news on yu wen ce yan: I had 50% of my marks minused for duan wen tian kong because I wrote ci yu instead of the numbers. How retarded is that? Isn't it the same thing? Then, the science paper came back and I was emo-ing for the entire 3 periods of science class. Therefore, I'm NEVER talking to zeng lao shi or Mr Chan ever again.

Went to SP with Rachel, Camille and Prisca yesterday for lunch at McDonalds. We ended up getting sidetracked by some stuff and ran all the way to catch a taxi back to school, otherwise we would be late for CCA. Choir was stupid because they made us sing that dumb song over and over again.

Then, reached home at 7.30 and did my D&T chair. I did it until 10+ and realised I hadn't done ANY homework at all. Chionged my Bauhaus movement worksheet and everything. Sat down to work on history at 11 and did until past midnight. Was super darn tired this morning. I could barely even open my eyes.

Term 3 is really suckish. Grades are bad, marking systems suck, lessons are getting more boring, seating positions are perfectly ridiculous, etc. Loads of bad things have happened this term. Hope I don't screw Term 4 up as well.

P.S. Must mug more. Seriously.

No one knows the pain you left behind


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Friday, August 14, 2009

My feelings are at an all time low right now. Mr Chan went through the science paper today and whenever I look at it, I'm just reminded of how lousy I am. As much as I hate to admit it, I know I'm no longer who I used to be. My standard's dropping and I really suck.

Anyway, enough of emo-ing. I've finished my english project reflection at last and now have to work on my D&T Naoto review. And I'm planning to finish building my D&T Bauhaus movement chair tonight so that during the weekend, I can study my ass off for math and science. I really have to improve in my work.

Walked to Fusion with Camille, Anais and Prisca today. Ate lunch at Starbucks which was cool. Had a blueberry muffin and a chocolate chip frappe! And I managed to flip through the July issue of Seventeen with Emma Watson in it. Fusion's good for lunch. Hope to go back there soon.

I really want to watch The Last Song. Miley Cyrus is in it! And the plot sounds cool. Anybody willing to watch it with me next year?

Better finish my homework now.

I don't think I have the strength to forget


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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Thursdays are the most depressing days in a week. Science test came back today and I got a suckish 39.5/50. I can't believe it because I studied so hard for the test and got such a stupid grade. I think that my studying really has backfired and now, I'm crazy. So the conclusion: Studying too much is no good for you.

Yu wen ce yan today. It was fairly simple but I probably screwed something up as usual. So I can't hope for a high grade.

Really have to work much much much harder on math, science and history. I'm lagging behind and if I want to get good marks for SA2, I had better study. I'm still trying to convince myself that CA2 is only 15% (which is a lot) and the best I can do is study harder and get excellent results for SA2, which is a shocking 55%.

I missed the shuttle bus today because 166 came super late and then I just missed the bus. So I was so fed up that I just took a taxi back home. And the sight that greets me is not pleasant. The kitchen is filled with half-eaten noodles, dirty plates and cups, potato chips strewn all over the dining table. See how screwed up my life is? And who has to clean everything up? Me. Can't wait till my mum goes on half-day. Then I'll have more time for my studies, instead of having to resort to studying late into the night and getting suckish grades and bad headaches. Sometimes, I seriously wished I was born into a different family. I sort of have a love-hate relationship with my family. My brother's autistic, my youngest brother's way too young to do any frigging thing, and my parents are never there to see anything. If you think that I have a lot of time for studying, I DON'T. And that's what really pisses me off. I want to study. I want to get good grades and reach my goals. But with my current lifestyle, its clearly impossible. My afternoons are spent on my brothers, my evenings are spent on helping my mother in the kitchen, and I can only get down to studying at 8pm. And my parents keep telling me to sleep early. How the shit am I supposed to do that when I have to study so many things and I never have enough time?

Anyway, enough of ranting. You don't have to pay any attention to my life because you won't understand. Got to go spend time on my stupid brothers now.


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Tuesday, August 11, 2009



Had history test today. It was relatively simple but I still have a feeling of unease about it. Especially my SBQ answers. Got back history test 1 today. 19/20. Lost one pathetic mark because I didn't mark 0 CE on my timeline.

The Chongqing teachers sat in for HCL lesson today. And they were filming us. Felt so weirded out. Zeng Lao Shi showed us powerpoint slides, something she rarely does. And I doubt anybody learnt anything. She should have just done a normal lesson. Anyway, at least they won't be here tomorrow. And next week onwards, I'm going to have to let Luisa and Julian copy my chinese answers. Since I begged Julian not to sabotage me by telling Zeng Lao Shi that I hadn't had my turn to clean the whiteboard, we struck a deal: He doesn't sabotage me, I let him copy my work for the rest of the term. Luisa too.

I feel really sad about missing Valerie's surprise birthday party today. I wish I could be there, just to wish her a happy birthday. The whole class was still inside when I had to rush back home like I always do. Anyway, if I see Valerie, I'll just wish her a belated happy birthday.

AHHH. My brother just caught me on the computer. I bet he's going to tell my mum about it and I'll get a huge scolding. Better think of an excuse fast. Wonder why my parents are so strict about me using the computer anyway. Stupid brother.

Got to go study now. Have loads of work to do today, considering the fact that I didn't manage to complete them during the headache-y weekend.


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Monday, August 10, 2009





Life has been really stupid lately. I’ve been experiencing these awful splitting headaches for the whole of Saturday and Sunday. Even right now. It’s really annoying. It’s causing me to doze off at weird intervals of the day at my desk. I can’t even study properly. Everytime I try to study, I have to stop in the end because its just too torturous. And its making me really antsy because I still have a lot of work to catch up with and the headaches are preventing me from doing so. I actually planned to do quite an amount of work this long weekend and look what happened. What’s more, there’s history test tomorrow and yu wen ce yan on Thursday. How am I supposed to get good grades if I can’t even study a thing! Maybe its because I’ve been sleeping at 1am every night for the past few days because I’ve been trying to catch up with my work and well, have been failing miserably in the process.

My zhou ji is written terribly because I didn’t watch the National Day parade last night except for the fireworks, which were awesome. I had no idea what to write so I just wrote three-quarters of a page on some shit that I saw when I watched the fireworks. But that was all. And I still haven’t done the layout on Microsoft Publisher for the newspaper tabloid project and I haven’t finished writing my article on Founder’s Day! I know I’m being really irresponsible about all this but I can’t help it. My headache’s really killing me. Panadol please? And there’s still testpapers to be done, assessment books to complete, files and worksheets to revise, compositions to read, new vocabulary words to be learnt through newspapers and books, Chinese tuition exams coming up, my mother’s constant nagging, and the fact that I feel utterly inadequate and useless. I promised myself that I’d finish all my assessment books and testpapers by August. And then in September, it would be intensive revision throughout for EOYs.

Anyway, I've fully mastered Vanessa Carlton's A Thousand Miles on piano! Yay! Now, I'm moving on to Sara Bereille's Love Song. Can't wait to get started. Its been ages since I last touched my piano and playing it has soothed me somewhat. But my headache's still there.

Better go now to see if I can memorise more history facts. Headache, headache, go away!


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Saturday, August 8, 2009

Watched Hannah Montana the movie yesterday. The plot was a tad too predictable but Miley Cyrus was awesome in the show all the same. But not a very memorable show. Anyhow, at least I managed to watch it in the end.

Went out to Food Haven for dinner and Ikea to buy some stuff last night. My brother bought this really cool mini swivel chair that has a hood that can be put down to hide someone inside. Too bad I can't fit in. I'm much too tall. My parents bought a new table top for our dining table and I bought cookies! They are so delicious.

Also, I'm pretty proud of myself after finishing my portion of the english news tabloid project at midnight yesterday. I wrote out the first draft of my article on Founder's Day and I sent the interview Q&A with Mr Chan to Camille. I also finished the interview form template and selected a design on Microsoft Publisher. So I did sleep pretty late last night, thus I have horrible eyebags this morning.

Planned to do loads of stuff today. So I can't go out except for chinese tuition >.< My planner's chock full of work to complete since I've been procrastinating. But being able to go online is my motivation to finish my work as soon as possible, so I shall try my very best.

I've been craving caffeine more and more these days. I've been drinking cans of coke and green tea to keep myself awake while studying. Its amazing I haven't put on any weight yet. And I better not. I'm heavy enough as it is. But I really want Starbucks! I could drink Starbucks everyday and never get sick of it.

Better go and study for chinese tuition test now. How depressing.


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Friday, August 7, 2009

National Day celebrations in school today. More people than I expected wore red T-shirts. Didn't know the students were so sporting. Anyway, I wore uniform:) Watched the UG parade and stuff. But couldn't really see because of the railings. Camille was being bullied by Feng An and Se Kwon. They were shooting paper at her and she was howling all the way. The Chongqing students performed a Thai dance and a song. The Thai dance was super sexy. And people were making sick comments. The song was sung by Jeelian's buddy! Her voice is quite nice:) After the whole parade, we went back to class and did a worksheet on national day. How boring. But at least we were released at 10am. So, Camille and I went to the office first to place the student council nomination forms in the box. Thanks Camille, Prisca, Rachel, Amanda and Teresa for nominating me:) You guys are awesome and I really appreciate it! xD

Camille and I went to the primary school to make an appointment for an interview with Mrs Chaillan and Mr Chan for the english newspaper tabloid project. The lady at the front desk was quite funny. After I wrote the note to the two principals, she read it and then was like, "Mmmm. Very well-written. Good english." LOL? Camille and I were snickering away because it was super weird. In the end, when we went to the canteen, we managed to interview Mr Chan because he was there. Promised to email Camille the questions and replies tonight.

By the way, I'm going to watch Hannah Montana the movie at last! I found the movie online and my mum agreed to allow me to watch it later this afternoon. YESH! AT LAST!

History test and yu wen ce yan next week. So I'm going to have to mug really hard this long weekend. Might as well take advantage of the extra time. So that means I have to memorise tons of notes this weekend as well as chinese stuff.

Also, my mum bought me Ferrero Rondnoir chocolates today! They're similar to Ferrero Rocher chocolates, just that Rondnoirs are made of dark chocolate and instead of chopped nuts on the outside, it's chocolate sprinkles. Ate one just now. Yum!

I've been rather emo lately. Its hard to explain. I feel as if, I'm just not good enough anymore. Anyway, I shan't bore you out by elaborating.

Oh well, enough of emo-ing. Better go and get some work done now before I get to watch my movie! Can't wait!


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Thursday, August 6, 2009

Feeling rather annoyed and frustrated about some stupid things today. Wonder what the hell is wrong with me? Its just a couple of small matters, why am I so emo over it? Sometimes, I really wonder whether I'm even normal or not. But I feel so...annoyed. Just plain annoyed. There's no word to explain my feelings but its just...annoying. I know I should just let things go and not brood over it but its just so hard. Anyway, talking about it makes me more annoyed so I shan't bother anymore. I'll just leave things as they are and if its meant for me, it will be mine.

Stressful day today. Ms Ng gave us this super difficult math test on geometric coordinates that we knew nothing about. She just touched lightly on the topic before she moved on to geometry which means that she expects us to learn on our own. I think KNOW I failed that test already, because I tikam-ed a lot of the questions. Got back my math test today as well. 34/40 is a really suckish grade and I really need to improve. Really must buck up in math.

The Chongqing people came today. And there were a few others from Russia, Norway and a few other western countries. The Russian girl was super pretty! The sec 3s are really lucky to be able to take care of her. Julian's buddy who sat at our table during chinese class is really pro at chinese. Zeng Lao Shi gave us our chinese newspapers and he practically did the questions at bullet speed! All of us were just staring open-mouthed at him. He just gave the question a glance and ticked the correct answer and guess what? They were all CORRECT. How pro can you get? But I still don't fancy being a buddy to the china students though.

Got to go and study now.


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Wednesday, August 5, 2009



Love Marie Digby's latest album. Daybreak and Avalanche are super nice! Heck, all her songs are nice:) I'm so going to buy her album after EOYs.

Currently in D&T, blogging since I can't stand doing research on some stupid Art and Craft movement and its characteristics. I'll do it at home if they would be so kind to allow us to.

Realised that loads of singers are releasing their new albums at this juncture in time. Ashley Tisdale, Marie Digby, Daughtry, Jordin Sparks, Paramore, etc. I want to buy their albums! But I promised myself that I'll only buy them for myself if I get top 3 in class at the end of the year. Hopefully I'll be able to do it. And I will control myself and not go online anymore, or rather, not as often. So that I can concentrate fully on my studies. I'll resort to blogging in school during D&T periods then.

Better do my work now.



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Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Founders' Day today! Happy 121st birthday Fairfield! Met up with Camille and Ern Jie in the morning before going into the primary school for their thanksgiving service. Saw Aria, Amanda, Lycia, Ding Ning, Benedict and Wei Jin again. But didn't really get a chance to talk to them though. Saw Mdm Cheah as well. Received my $20 book voucher but missed the class party! So sad! Missed all the ice-cream, pizza, cookies, brownies, etc. But I did sneak a few bites at the buffet after the service which was great. Noodles were delicious. There was only potato chips left to eat in class when we got back. *sniff*. Even the Oreos were gone!

There's homework to do. One english worksheet and some math exercises on Angles. The school gave us all doughnuts from Donut Empire for free! The ice-cream was free too but I didn't get to eat. And it was the Hip-Hop Jelly Paddle Pop thingy! That ice-cream is super nice. Anyway, was released early today at 12.15. Went opposite school with Piao Lin and Grace to buy bubble tea! Then we hung around at the bus-stop, watching the buses go by before boarding one at last. Managed to catch my shuttle bus which came at 1.45, which is why I lazed around at the bus-stop because if I caught an earlier bus, I would be waiting for one hour at Clementi, doing nothing at all. Topped up my Ez-link card as well.

Sadly, its back to school again tomorrow. Today feels really weird, because everyone's celebrating and not having classes. So it feels like Friday or something. But face it, its Wednesday tomorrow. And the china exchange students are coming.

By the way, school assembly has resumed. Noooo! Going to the classroom is so much better. And Prisca posted the choir pictures on her blog! I look so damn weird! I have eyebags though. And I look terrible with make-up on. Super freaky. And my smile is so depressing. Okay, I admit I was rather annoyed about having to perform that day. Anyway, nothing else has been happening these days, other than slacking, studying, doing homework.

Got to go do my revision and homework now (my favourite way to end off a post xD)


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