Okay, I really have to say this. Life sucks. I can't stand it anymore. I have to rush home everyday to take care of my brother and in the end, its I that doesn't get any nice food or any taking care of. I eat leftovers everyday and occasionally, I don't eat lunch at all. My parents always promise to buy food home for me but it always ends up that I get my own lunch. I can't eat in school because I don't have that many free periods and if there are, it is usually too early for lunch and by the time I get home, I'll be hungry again. This is unfair. I prepare food for my brother, I make sure he's showered and happy and nice and clean. I shower late and if I do shower, I always get glared at by my brother's bus auntie because I go down late. This sucks like shit. I am bloody pissed off. And I haven't been getting enough sleep for this entire week and I wake up at 5.30am in the morning and usually, I have to drag myself out of the bed, telling myself that if I sleep in, I'll be late for school.
Anyway, on a cheerier note, my chinese tests came back today. I got 19/20 for the 非常阅读 test and 41/50 for the 语文测验. I think you already know that from one of my previous posts.
Have to go now before my brother's bus auntie and driver get angry at me again...
Okay, this sucks. Guess what? My brother's bus just came early at 3.15pm when it was supposed to come at 3.20pm and the lady sounded really angry on the phone when she called. I ran down and didn't dare to look at her in the eyes. Then, when I got home, I just broke down and cried so hard. I don't even know why!! This is so freaky!! I can't believe I just cried that hard. I look a mess now. Why does all this have to happen to me??
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Tired....
Thursday, April 30, 2009