June holidays are seriously messing with me. I haven't been to a single shopping mall in Singapore for just about this entire month and I have been stuck at home, doing nothing but studying, household chores. And now, I'm never in the mood to study anymore. Can't understand what's wrong with me. Whenever I sit down at my desk, my brain automatically switches off and all I want to do is stare into blank space and dream. So stupid. Afternoons are a horrible time of day to work. But there are absolutely no books in the house to read since my parents refuse to buy me any and they don't have time to bring me to the library and I can't go out AT ALL since my brother is at home ALL DAY. June holidays are dumb. Screw the June holidays! Screw it upside down! Screw swine flu! Screw it upside down! Okay, I'm ranting on and on. Better stop. But seriously, life sucks when there's no school and you're stuck in a luxurious but boring house all day with nothing but a bratty younger brother, a brain-damaged younger brother, assessment books, textbooks, no junk food or jucies or coke or sprite or carbonated drinks, not being allowed to go on the computer or switch on the television, not allowed to go out to a shopping mall or even just to go to Clementi using the shuttle bus to buy bubble tea or some nonsense, and there you have it, a horrible holiday. I can't go on like this. I'll go mad. Actually, correction, I AM MAD. AHHHHH!!!!! Haha. I'm ranting on and on and I can't stop and I'm crapping away like nobody's business.
Alright, time to stop being so stupid and childish. But June Holidays are still screwed.
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Monday, June 22, 2009