‘‘because tonight will be the night that i fall for you’’
Prologue
the girl next door
I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna go there anymore.
I’ll leave my window open,
Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hoping,
That you’ll come in with the rain.
Jayne, 13, FMS(S) 1E 2009
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Wishlist
wish upon a shooting star
Movies
▪ Watch Twilight
▪ Watch Transformers 2
▪ Watch Hannah Montana The Movie
▪ Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
▪ Watch My Sister's Keeper
▪ Watch 2012
▪ Watch New Moon
▪ Watch Dear John
▪ Watch The Last Song
▪ Watch Valentine's Day
▪ Watch Eclipse
▪ Watch Ramona and Beezus
Birthdays
▪ the 13th birthday
▪ the 14th birthday
Grades
▪ Good grades (Term 1)
▪ Good grades (Term 2)
▪ Good grades (Term 3)
▪ Good grades (Term 4)
▪ Pass Grade 5 Theory
Material Goods
▪ iPhone
▪ Apple iPod Nano
▪ CDs
▪ New pencilcase
▪ New wallet
▪ New clothes
▪ FBTs
▪ New watch
▪ New School shoes (Converse)
▪ MacBook
The boredom must be getting to my head. I've been having such weird and scary dreams lately that make absolutely no sense at all. And I'd always wake up with a jolt in the middle of the night. Totally weirded out.
I've been emo-ing because people have been asking me out to watch movies especially Transformers 2! I really really really want to watch that movie, no matter how lousy the rating is (it was half a star). Also, I want to watch Hannah Montana The Movie!! I'm halfway through Night At The Museum 2 already. Will continue watching it tonight.
Throughout this holiday, I've been thinking back and reflecting on my performance and somehow, I feel that it isn't good enough. I have to work harder, be more focused, mug until the wee hours of the morning, revise my files daily, finish up my assessment books and buy more, do more research on the internet, blog less, go on facebook less, sign into MSN less, be a better person, stop being so narcissistic and thinking of myself all the time, start thinking about other people more, care about them, ask how they're feeling, put others before myself. I also feel that I have to stop using the word "I" less, stop being so anti-social and open up to other people, make friends, be more outgoing like Claire or Anais.
You know, I've been re-reading Twilight and somehow, I find myself relating to Bella more and more. I understand what she's going through (minusing the Edward part of course) and I actually see some of myself in her. Such as the way she thinks and how she feels about stuff.
Okay, I think I have to stop now. Otherwise, you'll be bored to death.
Here's a video of the song I'm super addicted to right now. Enjoy!
weird dreams
Wednesday, June 24, 2009