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Thursdays are the most depressing days in a week. Science test came back today and I got a suckish 39.5/50. I can't believe it because I studied so hard for the test and got such a stupid grade. I think that my studying really has backfired and now, I'm crazy. So the conclusion: Studying too much is no good for you.

Yu wen ce yan today. It was fairly simple but I probably screwed something up as usual. So I can't hope for a high grade.

Really have to work much much much harder on math, science and history. I'm lagging behind and if I want to get good marks for SA2, I had better study. I'm still trying to convince myself that CA2 is only 15% (which is a lot) and the best I can do is study harder and get excellent results for SA2, which is a shocking 55%.

I missed the shuttle bus today because 166 came super late and then I just missed the bus. So I was so fed up that I just took a taxi back home. And the sight that greets me is not pleasant. The kitchen is filled with half-eaten noodles, dirty plates and cups, potato chips strewn all over the dining table. See how screwed up my life is? And who has to clean everything up? Me. Can't wait till my mum goes on half-day. Then I'll have more time for my studies, instead of having to resort to studying late into the night and getting suckish grades and bad headaches. Sometimes, I seriously wished I was born into a different family. I sort of have a love-hate relationship with my family. My brother's autistic, my youngest brother's way too young to do any frigging thing, and my parents are never there to see anything. If you think that I have a lot of time for studying, I DON'T. And that's what really pisses me off. I want to study. I want to get good grades and reach my goals. But with my current lifestyle, its clearly impossible. My afternoons are spent on my brothers, my evenings are spent on helping my mother in the kitchen, and I can only get down to studying at 8pm. And my parents keep telling me to sleep early. How the shit am I supposed to do that when I have to study so many things and I never have enough time?

Anyway, enough of ranting. You don't have to pay any attention to my life because you won't understand. Got to go spend time on my stupid brothers now.

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