Went to the Clementi polyclinic after school today to see a doctor about my jaw and shoulder. He referred me to an orthopaedic surgeon at NUH. Sounds freaky. But at least the trip to the specialist is after EOYs so in the meantime, I can mug my ass off for the exams.
Speaking of studying, I haven’t done any work yet. So I’m planning to chiong HCL homework tonight and study for the history test tomorrow. I don’t think I’ll be able to do any test papers today so I shall postpone that to tomorrow. I hate putting off my work to another day but I have no choice. I feel really stressed about EOYs. I keep worrying that I won’t do well and I get really flustered and nervous. I wish I could stop feeling that way but it just keeps bothering me. Am I suffering burnout or something? Everytime I do work, I constantly have the feeling that the amount of work I do is pathetic, even if its 3 test papers in one day. 3 test papers is a lot but why do I feel so entirely inadequate?
School today was fun. I finally got to eat my wanton mee! But that stupid Feng An, Herman and Julian cut the queue because I refused to help them buy their food. Prisca was pinching Feng An and he was yelping all the way. How fun!
I’m currently trying to do math ace-learning. I already have 2 mistakes so far. Nevermind, I shall re-do it at the end of the test (:
Got to go now.
P.S. I’m super addicted to Pixie Lott’s Gravity. Heck, her entire album is awesome!
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stressed out
Thursday, September 24, 2009